Hay all:3 Gah. Today is an unhappy blog. Im still on a 0 days clean with cutting and I seem to be feeling suicidal.
A suicidal mindset is so commen in teens, sociaty seems to be so depressed. Today is one of those days that I give up. Its the beautiful opinion that there is millions of people in this world, thus my death would be so unimportant, even un noticed. When talking to councillers about this they all say simular things.. ‘Your worth it.. You are signifcant’ ‘People care’ however even wiith larage amounts of points against suicide it still seems that your mind is almost wired in a selfdestructive frame.. I guess what Im trying to say is if you feel suicidel, surround yourself with people, phone a friend who knows about you, watch a film, eat, anything that you can try and do to stop the urges. I love you and care. Someone cares.. Stay Strong XoXo
I feel this all the time but eating just makes me vomit coz I don’t like food but I do if you know what I mean
and your so amazing you are a very important person in my life okay you stay strong and I love you fore ever we will diie togther even if it is suicide and we will die happy cox we died together okay !?! Xxxxxxxx 
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 xxxxx I FUCKING LOVE YOU !!!